and yes, the busy-ness has limit my inspiration to blog something these days..
well, i guess everyone knows how was my first few days of work, if you read my blog entry few days ago and my boss told everyone else during the weekend..
indeed it's been tiring, but again, if you looking from an different angle, you know it's not for your own benefit but for the sake of everyone and God.
in midst of tiredness, sometimes you tend to lose your mind. just admit it alrite. i admit afew times for the past few weeks i lost my temper coz of tiredness. i remember during HM camp few weeks ago, i let it lose on my poor friend..pity him..haha..i later apologize to him for seriously he was innocent that time. Honestly after that, i came to my senses to look life differently. Sometimes life is like a marathon which we must stay strong n not lose our focus. Plus, always look for a different perspective.
i m still learning in everything that i do. i dont think i m the most perfect guy, perfect leader, perfect bf, perfect fren to anyone..but i will learn..which it's something that keeps me going on..
i think it's been the message to me eversince i finished my studies. the challenge is always whether you are humble and open enough to learn or being ignorance about it.
God is been faithful all to say. despite sometimes the shortcomings and disappointments, somehow if we trust Him, things would be ok.
i m encouraged sometimes by little things despite all the busyness. the hangouts/yam-cha session with friends..chats with people..even worship sessions over the weekend was great.
it's not easy i admit to be in the working life. i admit sometimes you have thoughts whether you made a right choice to be working at where you are. i think if i m in other industry or other place, i will still type the same thing here. but just remain strong..i always tell myself..i put my trust in Him.
i remember on saturday nite, God just put into me this verse from Isaiah 40:28-31 which i shared to everyone in the service..and again, it remind me again n again..
"Do you not know? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary, and His understanding no-one can fathom.
He gives strength to the weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint"
It's a verse and God's promise that we can hold on to. Indeed God's way and our way is way so different...i think what makes life interesting is to throw away our selfish thoughts and understanding and let God take control..put your faith in Him. I know putting faith in Him is not an overnight process but all i can say is trust Him..
again..we all are learning in this thing call life. dun giveup the fight n keep on working hard people..
..for we are still learning..
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