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Proverbs 19:21 -- Many are the plans in a man's heart but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails..

I know sometimes i should leak out my company's things and all...haha..but today i sat with Des and we discuss about lotsa things. There are alot of 'projects' that i m given responsibilty and some personal projects i want to do. One of the projects i been given..well..let's say this week in church, it will be announced.

Thank God for such a brother and advisor in Des. We discuss lotsa things...exchange opinions etc etc . and true enough, alot of obstacles ahead. I not trying to be negative but yea, i forsee there are certain conflicts i could get tangled into. As much as it worries me, another part of me didnt feel discouraged but told myself, let's face it..let's fight it..let's brave the obstacles..of coz not just blindly charge into the wall but with God's wisdom and strength, I hope i can face it..

In the end, when i went home, i sat in front of my PC, i asked God, why i have to face all this? why m i given such responsibilty?

It's a big responsibilty and i pray i able to do the best that i can. Even though it looks challenging, i feel it's exciting coz it's a journey that i would love to take.

I m excited. Tomorrow is another landmark in my life and that really remind me so much how God has been faithful..how God has bless me..how God has carried me thru despite the ups and downs..

i duno how life will turnout even the next few seconds after this. but i just live the best that i can. Use whatever God has blessed me with and do the best that i can for Him.

I duno exactly how i feel rite now, just that a deep thought that says, thank You Lord for blessing me with family and friends, no matter where i am. I pray i continue to have the strength to learn and fight the battle for Him.

At the same time, i begin to look back how the Lord has carried me thru this journey. Days when i grewup in Ipoh..days in SMI..days I had with SPC/HM..then go UTAR to studies..then into FCC..i amazed sometimes how God works..

thank You Lord for the past 22 years and i pray You continue to be with me =)