tested to testify

It's funny that if there is any days that i m really challenged mentally and spirtually, it would be during the weekends..

i will be honest there are alot of things hovering in my mind..

My life. My financial part. My house bills. My loan payment. My ministry. My family. My relationship. My work. My future. My health. Friends. Pressure from everywhere. Expectations. And various more stuff that i think i can still list on and on..

It's easy to say that life is hard. Once you really have many responsibilties in hand, you know what s*** you got yourself into.

I admit there are times I want to throw my hands up and say..fine,i give up..sometimes frustation starts to kick in...

Sometimes i feel discouraged by certain things. I dont know how certain things can made me feel down.

I admit sometimes i reach home after work, all i wanna do sometimes is to go to my bed and recharge myself. Like how you charge your phone battery.

If anyone wants to be me, wants to be in my shoes, you know what, be my guest.

It's not easy to be living the life that i choose...

but..

There's a side of me that is a fighter. I never want to give up easily but i want to savor the moment..i wanna take what God has given me and do it to the best that I can..I know if i dont face it, i never learn..i never know what God really want me to do.

There are times i m just driven by God's promises and hope even though i know there is no bed of roses ahead.. even though there is a storm ahead..even though the road is not easy

Each day i live. Each breathe i take. Each moment i have. Each people i meet. I take all as a blessing.

I try to look things differently and positively. Saturday morning, I was speaking to someone about the person's job and that person said the job that the person involved in is tough. At the same time, I duno why my mind was so fan that time, so i spent some time by myself, reading Bible, praying then did some cyber surfing which somehow got to bump into lotsa encouraging articles.

Morevoer, the weekend sees FCC having a special 'bring-your-friend' weekend. So what we did was not the usual pastor/preacher preaching time but normal and typical human being like you and me going on stage to share their testimonies. So yea, in short, there's like a FCC version of Oprah Winfrey Show going on over the weekend. We the church staff nicknamed it "Coffee with Khee Vun". lol. The best part is...even though there's the word 'coffee' in the title, we didnt serve coffee during the talk-show, just plain water. lol.

(stole from zboz.blogspot.com :P)

The testimonies i heard indeed encourage me, especially Saturday night and the BM service. Their testimonies touched my heart and at the same time encouraged me.

It was good that God reminded me of His ultimate love and His everlasting peace.

Kudos to those people for sharing God's love to everyone. :)

So yea, this blog entry pays tribute to you guys who encourage me with your testimonies..

Indeed, it's in the midst of our own weaknesses, God is making Himself known to us..