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There are many times I am sit down, thinking and reflecting about my life...

At this point of my life, yea, who wouldn't..

Thinking about everything.. Sometimes I am thankful for my life, sometimes I regret some things that happened or I'd done. Sometimes I wished I could have done things better, turn back the hands of time. Sometimes I feel as though I wouldn't want to trade the moments I have with anything else. Sometimes I feel blessed. So yea, there were good times and tough times.. life is always full of ups and downs. Times I really asking myself why i am doing this and times where I felt this is where God wants me to be.

So that got me thinking.. some moments of your life really defines you.

And sometimes it breaks my heart and bring tears to my eyes.

Yesterday I got to be alone in my church sanctuary for awhile and look back how my life have unfold. It's been one crazy adventure when I told the Big Man.. "alright.. You brought me into this.. let's see how far we can ride.."

Even though sometimes I don't have everything, but I have everything in my God.

I don't know what the future holds, but I know who holds my future.

I just realized this year I faced lots of challenges which makes me asked God "what's going on?" This year have been a different level of toughness for me. I mean like seriously. There are many times I just feel like throwing the towel. Part of me then realized, perhaps God is working out something.. 

He never fails to encourage me and affirming me about my life. I admit there are struggles but through struggles, it helps in building up our characters and shaping who we are.

All in all, I don't regret this life I choose.

Passion is one thing that drives me on. I cannot say it any louder than that.

One verse that always drives me is Matthew 16:26 - "What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul?" 

I thank God for watching over me. Never once He leave me alone.

I thank God for every person I met in my life. I mean every person. Means you. you. you. and YOU. 

On this day, my birthday wish is that everyone will discovery their meaning to life, to pursue the dreams of your heart. =)

Can I encourage everyone reading this, whether you are young or old, pursue your dreams. I never regretted doing that one bit. Sometimes things work out, sometimes there are struggles, sometimes it might take time.. but never stop doing it. Sometimes people spit at your dreams, sometimes you will meet people who will support you a lot. All in all, keep fighting and live life to the fullest. 

Thank you very much for all the wishes. I am trying my best to reply them. It's overwhelming. I want to reply them.. seriously.. although some people will tell me don't waste time doing it. I want you all know I value them very much.

Your love and your support encourages me to fight on.

Cheers. Much love.