Yes..a Joker ram straight at the driver's door at the batmobile..causing the door look totally out of shape and cant function properly as a door..
enough of the metaphor..
some already know what actually happen. for those who are in the dark, here's the story and dont say i never tell. haha.
it was an usual Tuesday morning. I drove my collegues, Kitt and HuiLing to bank. I was driving along the one-way-street near Sunway College, the road which has the famous Orange-color restaurant at its corner. I was driving sweet and sound till suddenly a car out of no way reserved so fast that it bang my driver's door. I was calm that time, thinking it will be alrite, considering the bumper of the other car wasnt scratch. Then when i look at my door, man, i was shocked. The whole door was badly out of shape. I was actually very angry but because i was shocked, i cant able to show my feelings to the guilty party. Worse, the another driver try deny he was wrong and entirely put the blame on me. Thank God Kitt and HuiLing was there to cover things that i cant do that time, like taking down infomation.
Being a S person, i was still steady and calm about car..i still steadily fetch Kitt and HuiLing to bank and pretend like nothing happen. Then went to meet JonTse for lunch, he last minute called me for lunch, we chatted about lotsa stuff especially about songs and all. So ya, the anxiety of the accident starts to kick in when i finished my lunch. I went back to office, trying to figure out if the damage can be self-repair. Well, it is beyond self-repair.
I start to be angry but tired by emotion. We suppose to have staff meeting but boss has to answer some last minute emergency call again, a church member's dad passed away and another church member is in coma. at one point, you can see the pattern of spiritual attacks that all of us are experiencing.
Anyway, i and Lafir went to a workshop, to get some opinion. I called my dad to see if my car is insuranced and all. Hearing all the opinions and procedures, then i decided to make a police report. And i hate to say this but i was again really annoyed by the typical-malaysian-slow service provided by the police.
Got my report, then the staff decided to let me use the small van for travelling purposes temporary. For one hour, i was circling around Sunway with that van, fetching people for worship practice and dinner.
I duno why while i was having dinner, something tells me i should send my car immediately for fixing..i should not leave it like that in church. I called one workshop recommended by AAM. The workshop can help me claim my insurance and all if i am a AAM member..nope..actually i not the member, my dad is. haha.
I was having worship practice for Sunday. I sincerely wanna apologize to the team for half way allowing myself to settle the car. So yes, i told the workshop to come and toll the car away. The more i use the car's door, the door seems like wanna fall off so i dont find it safe to drive.
At this point, suddenly i feel God telling me He is in control. I quickly think back everything that has happen, indeed He was there and He covered the things for me. I had a good talk with the mechanic...good news is that i might not need to fork out any cent but the bad news is that my car will be in 'hospital' for 10 days. I was little bit stunned afirst. i was expecting 3 or to the most 5 days. But 10 days. i was little stunned actually. He said partly because of the process of my insurance to cover the cost.
I wish i was holding a camera to take the scene of my car being toll away. I never thought such thing will happen to my car. Watching the mechanic taking the car away feels like the doctors have admitted my loved one in the emergency wad for operation. I can accept my car being tolled and going for fixing but perhaps the amount of days i wont see it again made my feelings worse. If I was very very emotional that time, i could have cried. But i admit i put up a strong face because i still have practice to finish. And once i see my team, i guess the sad feeling wasnt there because I feel God is control..and what is done is done..and was little bit of gladness in me that i settled my problems quickly.
Went home, i gave myself a good bath. My body was totally sweaty because of running up and down settle stuff and all. I dun think i had really have time to sitdown n relax because I was really running up and down the whole time. At home, finally i can relax and calm down. I thank God for Dore, sometimes he is like a bro to me. Like any bro, he actually wanted me to take him out to buy food, which i did. I think i needed some time to get back to my usual life..so fetched him out and let him ta-pau supper. He in the end bless me with a few stuff which made me thankful. Played PS with him till my eyes cant take it anymore. It's nice to have family and friends at this time..
that was the story what has happen...
sometimes i wonder...have i been taking my eyes off the ball? have i been careless? or it is God is going to do something mind blowing in everyone's life that the devil is so scared till he has to mess everything in around me.
too many things have happen this year. too many. i dunwan to list them out here. so you must understand why i type alot here..all the emotional rollercoasters..haha
but i m still staying strong. still i m alive. i m taking heart from the story of Job in the Bible.
thanks for prayers. but i dont think the battle is finished. as long God's kingdom is moving, things happen. so do continue to pray.
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