Monday, January 28, 2008

strong tower

I know 2008 will be bz yet exciting year..i know it's gonna be a big heck of a ride..

Past few days was a good example of it..

i had a crazy emotional ride..

Past few days i got news that my grandma fell sick. I honestly felt worried, lotsa things went thru my head that time.Being the eldest grandchild of my grandma meaning of that special bond occured between us. I was upset wif myself for being so tied down to so many work lately. I only can call my family to keep tabs with her condition. They assured me things was alrite and she got betta..n told me to careful with tension running hi in my relatives. all i can do now is pray.

Assignments discussion..today especially..tensions running hi. Somtimes i just sit down and watch people raising their voice because of various issue. I only voice when i feel i think it's necessary.

Even in worship concert practice..sometimes i m worried about the band's emotions and sometimes i scared they too focused on their expectations until they forget why the first place they are there.

talk about tension in the air..everywhere i go..

but i thank God for His strength..His blessings..

I thank God how He reminded me thru this Bible verse..

"..for the eyes of the Lord ranges to strengthen those who are fully commited to Him.." -- 2 Chronicles 16:9

Even though there are days when i went home feeling so tired and weary..part of me knows everything is worth it. that excitement drives me on and work hard in everything i do. you know,it's like..you live life once and you want to make the best out of it.

How God moves in every aspect that i mention above there..family, Uni and church assignments..just amazes me..i duno where to start sharing it if u ask me how He moves..it's just amazing all to say. To be part of His great plan itself is sometimes the best thing can ever happen to anyone.

I remember a moment during weekend's worship, i got this feeling that there will be amazing things happening soon..duno why..

And to know a lot of people who are supporting me touched me a lot..

Thanks Pastor Khee Vun + his wife, Des, Flora, every FCC worship team members, Jo, Kitt, LaiKang, Lafir, my KL cell group, my family members (especially my bro Daniel who is so cute in supporting me..haha..), to even my coursemates who understand my life and friends back home..

most importantly thank You God..

Thanks..indeed you all are my strong tower.

2mr going down to Malacca for assignment. weee..go Malacca..

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