these are the days...

These are the days
When all that I can do is dream but I don't wanna spend forever
Living in the in between
I'm stuck here in a place without love
And I just can't let it stay this way
But for now I'm gonna have to face it
These are the days
(THESE ARE THE DAYS by O-TOWN)

Honestly I m looking forward to be back in KL but part of me like worry how the future holds. Living the past few months in 2007 hasnt been easy for me and I wonder how the remaining days and months will turn out. Let's not go into why i say so..is a long story. So many thoughts have been bordering me but i just want to live the best as I could. Many times I thought I have been misunderstood by everyone for everything I m doing or done but I just live my life the best as i could even sometimes it seems like everything fails me.

Overall, I duno how to describe my holidays. Every word i think of is like an understatement or overstatement. Boring? Not so. Enjoyable? Not so. Pissed? Not so. Regret? Not so.

After saying those, I think I should appeciate this holiday. God did show me afew stuff and I did learn some life lessons that perhaps would prepare me for the future. Perhaps a break i need after a tough sem/practical training.. 

And i duno why i start to write such stuff here. haha.

With few more days left to my new sem, past few days be slacking abit..well..which in a way is not good. haha.

Within one week, I watched 3 movies in cinema. Chuck and Larry, Resident Evil 3 and Bourne Ultimatum. Watching movie in Ipoh worth it le..haha..3 movies visit cost me RM 20. Well, two movies i watched were early bird price..at RM 6. Anyway Chuck and Larry was funny, RE 3 was ok only while Bourne was good especially how the plots unfold.

I remember Tues..coz i really slack the whole day on that day. Sleep and sleep. Trying to enjoy my laziness before head back to KL perhaps...

Wednesday..my bro David came back so went lepak with him..

Thurs..went Kelvin's house. At first, when i was in his house, I was asking myself..what the heck I m doing here? He called Yang, two JJs, Julian as well..and for 3 minutes..we like looking each other thinking what the heck we are doing here. Till..duno who..me gua..start a topic about church equipments and one thing lead to another..i mean..we go on watching DVD concerts, watch some pics recently taken in church then watch some events taken on camera, catching up with what's goin on in Ipoh, etc etc.
Who can ever forget the "apple incident" in church camp? i always remember that..no matter how times u watch..it still makes you laugh.
Then finally we went mamak. haha.
In short, what first started as quiet environment end up being a noisy bunch. haha.

Fri..went watch Bourne with a few HM guys then at nite supper with Chin sisters. Oh yea, hamburger round 2 and it taste good again.
So basically past few weeks, been going out with kids to young adults to adults. Too bad i came back abit on the wrong time, old frens still having semester while those are in Ipoh having exams or busy with work.

Anyway a big thanks who spend their time with me. Especially Tatz.

Saturday..So it's Raya celebration and i miss those times when I m young where I follow my parents to visit their Malay colleagues to enjoy their meal. Indeed, it's a testiment to Malaysia Muhibbah. This year..no such outing coz my mum was sick..well, is a pity.

Went for band prac. Kelvin shared this wicked idea on how to start tomorrow's worship session tho it sounds funny. haha. Let's see how it goes tomorrow(sunday)..haha..


HM was alrite. I felt the worship was really intimate. Even though not many people today, I enjoy today's worship..simple yet powerful..can feel God's presence. Is indeed true the Bible says when two or three gathered in His name, He is there.  And the worship came at the moment where the HM is going thru some tough time as they prepare for the anniversary. It's always good to put God first above everything else. 
That's why I felt it was intimate worship. Sometimes we need to learn to come back to the heart of worship.

So yea..past few weeks involving in worship team has thought me alot. Life is about learning and I know my lessons never stop.

And it is the first time I sang together with my bro David after I previously did with other younger bro Daniel during 2nd service anniversary few weeks ago. Dav sang coz not enough singers. Everyone seems like on a holiday pulak. haha. It was good btw...

I and David always joked about doing a sibling band..

like Moffats or like 3 piece band Los Lonely Boys..

Me guitar and David on bass but my baby bro Daniel does not know any instruments. He few times said he wanted me to teach him guitars but halfway he gave up. haha.

Anyway...

Some of us had supper at Tong Sui Kai (yet again..!)..and what a feast we had. I ate very full...


I suppose to take a nice pic of the mee till Tatz decide to poke the eggs..

It was a supper outing I thought Soon Yew needed coz he was pretty stressed up about the youth group. Pity him. He been taking care of them for nearly a decade.

Tomorrow..Sunday..it seems it's thanksgiving day in St.Peter's Church Ipoh. Begin to wonder if it means anything to me as I going back to KL soon..perhaps it's good to thank how God has lead me on so far this year and how God gonna prepare me for the future.

Will be travelling back to KL after lunch. Will be meeting my grandma and relatives before it's back to Uni life of studies.

Hopely I can attend my first non-Ipoh-related wedding invitation..Irene's wedding. What i trying to say is all along I been attending relatives' weddings or Ipoh church weddings so I hope I can make it coz i got my timetable recently and it seriously scares the heck out of me. packed.

And hopely i can keep this blogspot updated with the limited Internet speed i have there...

Anyway again thanks for those who have hangout with me in Ipoh and helping me to kill boredom. Thanks for those who have keep me in prayer as well.

God bless.tata. c u all soon.