12.6.12

I have a proud record for the past 4 years of my pre-birthday(or you want to say birthday eve) event, I will dine at McDonalds. So yes, this year.. no different... i decided to have my late night meal at McD.. enjoying chicken foldover (which I was craving for the past few weeks) and the new Sundae flavour (lemon with some nata de coco jelly which btw was nice!)

Actually I was there to meet Jonathan Tse who wanted me to accompany him all the way to Klang to view a studio which was owned apparently by Tony Fernandes. The Tune Studio to be exact.

While waiting for him, in such quietness at McD, i put myself in lonely and deep state to reflect my life for the past 27 years...

Let's be honest. When I was young, this is what I want when I reach 26-27..
1) A nice house
2) A nice car
3) A nice paid job.. making good money
4) Married and have a nice family.

Now I compare that with reality..
1) I have a house.. nice cozy one even though it's rented. Yet I thank God for such nice owners/landlord
2) Have a car.. although it's taking its toll but as long it takes me from point A to point B.. I am grateful..
3) I don't get the best pay in the world but it's passion that drives me on..
4) Not yet married but have a lovely gf

Now, would I say I am not happy.. well.. ok .. I may not reach exactly what I want but look from a different perspective, I am still blessed to able to live the life I wanted. Well, I may not be having all the awesome riches of the world, I believe the simplicity of life and passion got me going on in life.

It's been a tough journey -- all the struggles and all --  but after few years, I do see what God is trying to do. Insert I-see-what-you-did-there meme pic.

Seeing how my ministry grown after few years of striving, seeing how i produced 2 albums, touring around, etc etc... i can say life is one wonderful crazy journey.

There are times I wish I can get what I want. But there's a saying that goes -- what you want may not be necessary what you need.

Lord, I just surrender my life to you again and may You lead me on. Thanks for the past 26 years and now as I touch 27 years of life.. may You guide me and open my hearts to what You have prepared for me. Amen.

Thanks for all your wish.. overwhelming to say the least.. with FB timeline, it's a bit hard for me to keep track with all of them.. seriously, i tried my best...

Much love everyone!